She's leaving ♥♥ i ن٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥ﺎ ♥♥

She's leaving

I'm laughing when my life is nothing

I'm laughing when my eyes are bleeding

But i'm crying when you are leaving

"I won't let her go",I remember this line when she left.

i don't know if i'll cry or whatever, simply i can't express my feeling.

I haven't formally say "goodbye" to her, i think that was my biggest regret T_T.

i haven't look at her face for the last time for i know she will be back, someday.

"I'll be leaving for good", I don't blame her for that... I know God has a plan for us...

Maybe it's time to face the fact that sometimes it is necessary for the better.

Promises...

This is the only thing that encourages me to face the future,

looking to the day that she'll come back..

maybe it's time to live life...

For sure, my life will be whole again when she come back

I Love you tam ;]

♥♥ i ن٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥ﺎ ♥♥

~ZhouLax~

waiting

I'm sitting here wating

Waiting is this solitude

Life is just going by...

and I stand still.

I question my existence,

I question my sanity

but I'm not doing anything about it.

I get so many chances,

which I soon have to catch

If not I will forever stay

watching, waiting,

for a chance to have no chance

I don't want to take the easy way out

slashing my wrists, taking pills

both of those options can be so quick

but in afterlife I would feel

the same way as I do now...

ALONE